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PROLOGUE “Seanabhean is ea mise anois go bhfuil cos léi insan uaigh is an chos eile ar a bruach.” / “I am an old woman now with one foot in the grave and the other on its edge.” ~Peig Sayer’s opening gambit, 1936 For Pippin Lane Hawthorne, being in her father’s secret study was akin to wrapping herself up in a cashmere blanket on a chilly afternoon. It had become her safe place. It was the room in the big, rambling house where she could forget everything and everyone. Where she could focus on the Lane family curse, picking up where her father, Leo, had left off. She hadn’t gotten very far. Jamie McAdams had tapped into his expertise as a scholar of medieval Irish to translate the writing on the scrap of papyrus they’d found hidden behind the mechanism of a clock hanging on one of the study walls. It had been a stunning discovery. “This is an ancient text. An historical document. A primary source,” he’d said, tracing it back to the first century. Knowing that had gotten them nowhere, and now Pippin sat on a pillow in the center of the small room, a collection of items laid out around her, no closer to an answer. To her left was a hardcover book of poetry by William Butler Yeats that belonged to her father, Leo Hawthorne. Next to that was a goldenrod envelope that held a small plastic sleeve, which in turn held the worn, thick piece of papyrus. On her right side was a miniature carved ship in a bottle cradled in the wood frame where she found her mother’s necklace. She touched the cool metal of the medallion hanging from a silver chain around her neck. She had very few of her parents’ belongings. The books in this room; her father’s notes and maps; and the circular pendant embossed with a Fleur de Lis on one side and two trees and something else indiscernible on the other. The pendant had been terribly tarnished when she first pulled it from its hiding place, but she polished back its shine and hadn’t taken it off since. Next to the maritime art was a transcription she’d done of the family tree her father had created and pinned to a large beige rectangular bulletin board hanging on the back wall of the room. It detailed the Lane family’s ancestry with Artemis and Siobhan Lane, Pippin’s great-great-grandparents at the top. The rest of the family-member’s names cascaded down like an expanding waterfall. Annabel and Edgar Lane. Their children, Lacey and Cassandra. Lacey’s children, Cora and Lily, who lived in Oregon. And Cassie’s kids—Grey and Pippin. Artemis and Siobhan were at the top, and above their names was a single word—Ireland. On the floor directly in front of Pippin was a letter she’d received from her great Aunt Rose. It was written on a pale blue sheet of stationary. Pippin picked it up and reread it for what had to be the hundredth time. My Dearest Peregrin, What an odd coincidence that I should receive a letter from you today, after so many years and across so many miles.  Just yesterday, I was cleaning out a cupboard and discovered your mother’s copy of The Secret Garden.  She loved that book so much. I think she must have read it a dozen times or more.  Her name, with the curlicue “C,” is inscribed on the flyleaf, and I spent moments just tracing it with my finger, remembering your mother’s smile.  I swear the flowers in the garden used to turn their faces to her, because she was brighter even than the sun. But then the book fell to the floor, almost as though it were pushed from my hands, and when the pages fluttered still, I saw the words your mother was trying to give to me: “It was in that strange and sudden way that Mary found out that she had neither father nor mother left; that they had died and been carried away in the night.” It sent a chill down my spine, Peregrine.  A harbinger of death.  But whose?  I do not know.  I was just overwhelmed by a fear for you and for Grey. Please be careful, my dear.  In your letter you mentioned that you found a fragment of a document among your mother’s things.  The letter from Morgan to her soldier, Titus.  I wonder if it is related to the parchment that was tucked in your mother’s book?  It was just a scrap, written in some old language.  But the torn fragment was wrapped in a piece of notebook paper, and it looks like someone–perhaps your mother–had made an effort to translate.   It’s just a handful of words: “Lir,” “pact or contract,” “descendants,” “tribute? offering? sacrifice?”  Life has taught me that there is no such thing as coincidence. Finding your mother’s book, finding the fragment of parchment, and then receiving your letter, out of the blue, the very next day?  It all means something.  The family curse has been quiet for years, since your mother’s death, but I feel that the magic is rumbling to life again.   With deepest love, Your Aunt Rose Pippin donned the pair of white cotton gloves that had been in her father’s desk before she picked up the goldenrod envelope, undid the clasp, and slid out the plastic sleeve protecting the ancient scroll remnant.  She gently removed it from its protective sleeve, holding it for just a moment before replacing it and laying it down in front of her. She wondered if the parchment from her mother’s book was the missing half—two parts of a whole, an entire country apart. She removed her gloves and focused again on all the items laid out before her. There was the common theme of Ireland in all her father’s research: Yeats, her family’s country of origin on her mother’s side, the ancient language on the old papyrus, and the random words written in her father’s hand and in Aunt Rose’s letter: Lir; Tuatha de Danann; Morgan Dubhshláine. She just had to weave it all together. She started with what Jamie had translated from the fragment they discovered, filling in blanks from the missing half. Morgan Dubhshláine wrote to her Roman soldier, Titus, telling him she would wait for him. Pippin recalled what Jamie had told her about the Roman Empire in the first century. They never landed on Hibernia—the Roman name for Ireland, he’d said. The small island country was never conquered. But—and this was an important caveat—recent archaeological discoveries supported the idea that the Romans actually were there between the first and fifth centuries. “Artifacts have been discovered in Leinstar, close to Dublin, and they have unearthed burials on the island of Lambay,” Jamie had said. This meant that what might have been nothing more than a fictional story in her family’s history now had a historical basis. She looked again at the words Tuatha de Danann, written in her father’s hand inside one of his books. Tuatha de Danann were the Gaelic deities in the pre-Christian world of Ireland. Her research had shown her that Lir, mentioned by Aunt Rose, was part of that supernatural race. Part of the Irish mythology. An idea had started to form in her mind. What if Morgan had made some sort of pact with Lir? She couldn’t have known what that promise might really mean. If Pippin believed in magic, which she was beginning to, Morgan may have unwittingly cursed all of her descendants. The Lane women were destined to die during childbirth, and the men would be taken by the sea. It had proved true, generation after generation. Her father had been trying to break the curse. To save his beloved wife, Cassandra. To save Pippin’s mother. But the curse had won. Pippin wrapped her hand around the pendant at her neck again. It had become a touchstone, as much of a comfort to her as being in this room. Pippin gently touched the book cover of Yeats’s poetry. Her bibliomancy, something she was still experimenting with and refining, had led her to a specific poem. The message revealed was titled simply My Descendants. She hadn’t understood at the time, but now she was beginning to. Her understanding felt as fragile as gossamer, though, as if the whole thing would tear apart if she pulled too hard. She held tight to the silky strands of information, trying to weave them together into something more substantial. Morgan Dubhshláine, who Pippin thought must be her oldest known ancestor, had made a deal with the devil—in the form of an Irish sea god. In turn, Lir had cursed Morgan’s descendants, taking payment with their lives. A shiver snaked through Pippin. It was fantastical, yet in the deep crevices of her soul, she knew it was true. And if she didn’t finish what her father started…if she didn’t end the curse—she and her brother, Grey, were destined to suffer the same fate as their ancestors. She jumped at a sharp tap on the sole small window in the room. A bird sat on the outside sill. A crow. She held her breath and waited for a feeling of dread to spread through her. The crow. A harbinger of death. But no darkness came. Only the many strands of her family’s story flopped around in her mind, untethered. Salty Gallagher swung wildly among them. What did he know about her father? About the curse? About her mother? She touched her necklace again, letting the weight of the silver ground her. He hadn’t succeeded in taking it from her. Despite that, he never fully left her mind. She still needed answers from him, but for now he was rotting away at the Dare County Detention Center. Just thinking about him ratcheted up her nerves. Pippin worked to quiet her thrumming heart, turning her thoughts back to the curse. As long as she didn’t get pregnant—not even a remote possibility—and as long as Grey stayed away from the sounds surrounding the island of Devil’s Cove and from any body of water, because the curse didn’t care where in the world you were—they were both safe for the time-being. But she knew fate had a way of catching up to a person. Case in point, their mother, Cassie. She survived childbirth when she and Grey were born, but the curse had taken her at the end of her second pregnancy. No Lane could ever be safe while the curse lived. Pippin scanned her father’s bookshelves. “Which book, Dad?” she muttered. Which of her father’s carefully curated collection held the answers? Her father’s own writing had led her to the Yeats book. “Dad, give me another clue,” she said softly, half hoping a volume would simply fly off the shelf. She held her breath waiting. When she looked at the window again, the crow was gone. *** Chapter 1 A widow’s walk is “derived from the romantic tales of those loyal women who continued to keep watch for a ship that had long gone to the bottom of the coral reef.” ~James A. Michener, Chesapeake On a clear day, the widow’s walk at Sea Captain’s Inn provided a dazzling view east across Roanoke Sound. The Bodie Island Lighthouse sat in the distance, the treacherous waters of the Atlantic beyond. Of course, Bodie Island wasn’t actually an island. Not anymore. Not for more than one hundred and fifty years. Centuries of storms passing through closed the inlets turning the island into a peninsula that was now known as Hatteras Island. Cape Hatteras, the majestic 170 foot brick lighthouse, was barely visible from Devil’s Cove, and then only if you knew where to look. Pippin Lane Hawthorne stood on the widow’s walk staring eastward. Even in the waning evening light, she knew exactly where to find the black-and-white striped structure. It was nothing more than a speck, if even that, but there, nonetheless. She closed her eyes

If you follow me on social media, you know I am crazy about my two dogs. They’re my little buddies, following me around all day, curling up in my office while I write, and whining just enough to get me outside just when I need a break. Meet Bean! Bean is closing in on 9 years old. We adopted him from the North Texas Pug Rescue when he was about 2. He was one of the two last dogs surrendered from a backyard breeder. The rescue called us out of the blue to tell us we could come choose one of the dogs. My daughter, youngest son, and I hopped in the car and zoomed off. The dogs were at a vet about 40 minutes away. They took them outside so we could watch them and play with them. Bean (formerly named Coleman) was petrified. Literally still as a statue. The other dog, a brindle pug, was full of energy, bouncing around like he was Tigger from Winnie the Pooh. His energy scared me a little bit (!), but truthfully, Bean stole my heart from the moment I laid eyes on him. We selected him, brought him home, and the poor little guy basically didn’t move of his own volition for a solid 6 months. He sat on the couch and trembled. We took him outside. He sat on the grass and trembled. We had to coax him to eat and drink. He didn’t sniff his environment. At. All. He wouldn’t take any treats. He was so unbelievably damaged. Whatever abuse he’d suffered had had a profound effect. One day while in the front yard, Bean realized he was actually free and that he could run. And run he did! He took off, zipping around the yard like the Tazmanian Devil. Once he discovered he could run, it was impossible to catch him! We managed to corral him toward the door. It took another month for him to realize he was safe, and at that point, Carlos trained him to come when called. The sweet little guy is developmentally delayed. A little autistic, even. And we love him to bits. Meet Dobby! Dobby is a chug: half chihuahua/half pug. We’d recently lost our sweet boxer, Jazzy. Bean was so lonely. He’d been with Jazzy since the moment we’d adopted him in 2013. Jazzy died in 2018. Later that year, we decided we were ready for another dog. I filled out an application for the pug rescue. A short time later, we, along with about 45 other people on the active list, received information about the little chug rescued on a rural road in Midland, Texas. He was sent to the Colorado rescue because Texas as so many high kill shelters. They try to send dogs off to states with better adoption rates. Because so many people wanted the chug, then named Solo (not Hans Solo, but because he was found on his own), we had to submit an application. I filled it out and in the section asking why we wanted this dog, I told Bean’s story, his connection with Jazzy, and how lonely he now was. I said how much Bean needed a friend. The little chug would be his much needed companion. Weeks past and the date the rescue gave for when they’d choose a family for Solo came and went. I was disappointed. Then I received a call saying we got him! 37 people had filled out applications for the chug, but the story about Bean sold them and they knew the two dogs needed to be together. I hadn’t told my husband about the dog yet. He’s a big dog person. He really missed Jazzy and wanted another big dog. When I told him, he was like, “another small dog? Nooo!” But he’s a good sport. He drove with me the hour + drive down the mountain to the meeting place and it was love at first sight for the two of them. We renamed him Dobby, which totally fits. He’s our little house elf. Dobby is the funniest dog ever. He and Bean are buddies.

Pippin is the heroine of my Book Magic books. She’s 29 years old and has a twin brother named Grey. If you’ve read The Bibliomancer’s Daughter, you know that Leo Hawthorne, Pippin and Grey’s father, was a huge Tolkien fan. Pippin was named for Peregrin, and Grey for Gandalf. I once did a #15DaysInMyWritingWorld on Instagram. One of the daily prompts was about my favorite themes. All of my books feature strong female relationships. Often those relationships are familial–mothers and daughters, grandmothers and granddaughters, and even bonding with a stepdaughter. Other times the relationships are between friends. In The Bibliomancer’s Daughter, Pippin, Ruby, and Daisy form a bond, as well as one with Hattie Juniper Pickle. These friendships are so important for Pippin because she never formed strong relationships in the past. Pippin is a survivor. She’s learning to read (it’s always been a struggle for her), and she’s turning the house she and Grey inherited into an inn. She has always had her brother, but they are starting to go their separate ways. This means Pippin is also figuring out how to be on her own. That independence means her friendships become that much more important to her. Here is a snapshot of Pippin: Height: Somewhere between 5′ 6″ and 5′ 7″.  Her mother, Cassie, was 5′ 5″. Although Leo was tall (6′ 2″), Cassie’s height at 5′ 5″ keeps Pippin a little shorter. Hair: Strawberry red with coppery strands. Pippin favors her mother, while Grey has dark hair like their father. Pippin has a dusting of freckles across her nose. During the lovely spring and summer days on the Outer Banks, Pippin loves her sundresses and her white sneakers. She’s casual, preferring jeans, t-shirts, and sandals to a fancy dress and heels. Pippin has always struggled with reading. Her parents kept her away from books because of the family gift/curse. Grandmother Faye did the same after Cassie and Leo were gone. Pippin is determined to learn. She has mild dyslexia, though it’s never been diagnosed. She simply fell between the cracks, never a great student in school but managing to get through. After high school, Pippin wandered. She worked in garden centers here and there. Neither she nor Grey went to college. The loss of her parents made Pippin withdraw into herself. This, along with her insecurities–especially with reading–affected her ability to make friends. Like her mother, she gardens.  Pippin’s connection to the rescue pup becomes incredibly important to her. She is a bibliomancer!  Pippin is a fun and interesting character to write. I hope you love her as much as I do!

I’m what I call hyper-emotional. It doesn’t take a lot for my tears to flow. Try as I might (and do), I really cannot control that emotional side of myself. On top of that, I’m 100% an ugly crier . I can’t talk when I cry. My voice goes weird. It’s not a pretty thing. At all. What is that about?! Here’s the thing, though. If I’m feeling emotionally on edge, meaning the tears are there under the surface but I’m keeping them at bay, watching a tear-jerker of a movie is a great way to release. Because the tears need to come out. Last night, we watched The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I’ve never read the book, but my kids have, and they’ve all loved it. My youngest just finished it. He and my daughter got us all to watch the film. I had no idea what to expect. Dr. Carlos sat on the edge of the couch, ready to bolt, for the first ten minutes, convinced he wasn’t going to get in to it. But he quickly settled in…we were immediately drawn into the story. And man, oh man, the tears pooled in my eyes quite a few times. Sometimes, though, it feels ridiculous to all out bawl during a movie, so I try to use restraint–and a wad of tissue. I didn’t know that’s what I was getting into with The Perks of Being a Wallflower, but it was heartbreaking. Somehow, I mostly held in my tears last night, but now I feel like I HAVE to cry to get it all out. To cry for Charlie. To cry for Sam and Patrick. To cry for everyone who has struggled like these kids. Do you ever feel like that? Like you just have to cry to get it all out (or is that just me?)? I think another tear-jerker movie is on the agenda sometime this weekend. My daughter and I can watch and cry, side by side.  This leads me to my question for you. I need tear-jerker movie titles! Do you have any suggestions? I’ve seen: Lion. Oh my God, that was heart-wrenching. So many tears. Not pretty. Steel Magnolias. I’m done for the day after that one. Beaches, though it’s been a LONG time. Brokeback Mountain.  Schindler’s List…and anything war-related

I’ve been on the hunt for a vintage typewriter for so long. They’re hard to find, at least around where I live. I love the look of them…sometimes I think I was born in the wrong era because I’m a pioneer woman at heart, with a love of home cooking, canning, fibers, old rotary telephones, and, yes, vintage typewriters. A friend of mine found this mid-century beauty at a local thrift shop. $3! I used matte medium to collage it. I like it, but I think I’m going to redo the collaging to make it a little more neutral. Still, it’s fun. And then, just yesterday, I found this! I’m so excited about it. It’s cool and old and stylized and I absolutely cannot wait until it arrives. Fun photos featuring this [good] Corona are forthcoming. My task today is to make a spot for it on my office bookshelf. Typewriters are big and bulky so I can’t collect very many of them, but I think three is a good number, so I’ll be on the lookout for one more. Do you collect things? Let me know in the comments!